Life is full of predicament, filled with uncertainties, flooded with tears.
Sitting in Starbucks on a rainy Monday afternoon makes me feel reflective, melancholy for no reason.
But there are several thoughts that I have in my mind. Particularly questions that I find myself not able to answer. What do I want in my life. What will I be like in the future. People often say that you envision your goals in order to succeed in life, but I have too many visions I think which results in conflicting and inconsistent pursuit of my goals.
What do I want to do in the future? Up till now, I still do not have a clear idea of what area I want to venture in. It's full of risk, uncertainties and fear of failure I guess. But it's up to me if I am able to endure this hardship and be satisfied with what I have or I could just crumble under it.
Quoted from Camp rock "Who will I be? It's up to me, the never ending possibilities that I can be." I feel that there is something lacking in my life. I want to make a difference, make my life more meaningful but I'm too self-centered. Sometimes, I feel like I am trapped in a body that does not belong to me. What I feel, is different from what I think.
They say if you work hard, you will get what you want in life. However, it's easier said than done. Like I said, the uncertainties /ups and downs in life is too hard to predict. How do you win a war that you do not have certainties or confidence in?
Sitting in Starbucks on a rainy Monday afternoon makes me feel reflective, melancholy for no reason.
But there are several thoughts that I have in my mind. Particularly questions that I find myself not able to answer. What do I want in my life. What will I be like in the future. People often say that you envision your goals in order to succeed in life, but I have too many visions I think which results in conflicting and inconsistent pursuit of my goals.
What do I want to do in the future? Up till now, I still do not have a clear idea of what area I want to venture in. It's full of risk, uncertainties and fear of failure I guess. But it's up to me if I am able to endure this hardship and be satisfied with what I have or I could just crumble under it.
Quoted from Camp rock "Who will I be? It's up to me, the never ending possibilities that I can be." I feel that there is something lacking in my life. I want to make a difference, make my life more meaningful but I'm too self-centered. Sometimes, I feel like I am trapped in a body that does not belong to me. What I feel, is different from what I think.
They say if you work hard, you will get what you want in life. However, it's easier said than done. Like I said, the uncertainties /ups and downs in life is too hard to predict. How do you win a war that you do not have certainties or confidence in?